So Long, Bored Girl

That's a member from VGChat a while ago, known as 'chica abburida'. Her real name was Shyla Bremer. She was a bit coarse, perhaps, but very popular. I'd had quite a few IM conversations with her, and she was a great person.

The reason I'm posting this is because I just found out that she killed herself in early October. She was clinically depressed, and had been since she was a young child. However, I have no doubt that for her, this was the right decision, and I strongly feel that it was more like self-euthanasia than suicide.

I'm feeling rather fragile right now. chica (yes, with a small c, she was very firm about that) was actually one of the few people who actualy talked me out of feeling suicidal a few years ago. I wish I had thanked her more for that, and that she knew how grateful I am. Without her, I wouldn't be here, and without her, life is poorer. She was a good person.

Rest in peace.